Lisa
And then one morning she was cold and dead on her bathroom floor. No more constant sorrows. March 16, 2023, 2 days before her birthday. Two weeks later, no word on a cause of death. Apparently a report will be several more weeks in the making. It's a situation of my own creation that I may or may not ever hear results. But... the rest of the world is ok with this? We don't care why she died? She was 50. Yes health issues. Yes smoker. Yes covid, yes lung stuff. Yes often depressed. Yes, the emotionally abandoning platitude has surely already been voiced, "She's no longer suffering." But she was 50. She was 50. And the guess is heart attack. I'd like to hear more than a guess. Does no one but me long for a reason, an explanation, some words of professional witness to say, I see with you that she has died, this being whom you loved as well as you could for as long as you could, in spite of your mutual synergistic propensities for almost never seeing eye to eye?